My bags are packed and practically speaking, I'm ready to go. To Sydney, to the NSW Art Gallery, to my Yvonne. Psychologically, well, I don't know. To be honest, even though it's months since I booked it all, the fact of it seems no more real now than it did then. You mean all I have to do is hand over this piece of paper, and they'll let me sit in the presence of Yvonne Kenny - in the presence of My Diva - and listen to her sing? It can't be true. I'm waiting for my punishment. I've been waiting for it all this time, but nothing has happened yet, and 24 hours from now I'll be in Sydney, in the same city as Her. Come Tuesday, it's recital time. Will I live to see Wednesday? I have to, of course, because I have to be in Melbourne in December to watch my beloved Yvonne strangle herself five times in three weeks in La Voix Humaine. And even after that, I've got her Falstaff in Sydney next February. The airfares, if not the opera tickets, are booked - so whether I want to throw myself off the Harbour Bridge on Tuesday night or not, it's really just out of the question.
How did it all get to this point? A year ago, I knew nothing of Yvonne Kenny except her name and nationality, and that in December I would see her in The Merry Widow. I'd decided I needed some live opera soon, wasn't going to get any in Dunedin, so took myself off to Melbourne to quench my thirst. The fact is, I would have gone to anything, with anyone in it. I looked at what was on - Manon, Dido & Aeneas, The Merry Widow - and decided, to hell with it, I'll be extravagant and go to all three. (In the event, it was my excellent cousin who paid - I am spoilt.) Though before that decision, there was a point at which I thought "if I just go to one, it'll be The Merry Widow, at least that's got a name I recognise in it." I said something similar as were driving to the opera house that night: "Hey, Yvonne Kenny, I've actually heard of her."
She was applauded on entrance, before she'd sung a note. She was glorious. And the first words I spoke after the final curtain call, and the first words I blogged when I got home: "I love Yvonne Kenny." Though I never imagined then that I'd still be saying the same thing now. In fact, it may only be by chance that I am. It occured to me that I probably ought to buy an Yvonne Kenny CD before coming home - but I almost didn't. I saw all sorts of CDs, and for shamefully superficial reasons, rejected them. And while I thought she was wonderful, my esteem was based on the whole package, and I still didn't know what I thought of her voice on its own - still didn't know whether I really needed an Yvonne Kenny CD, or would listen to one much even if I did buy it. So that on my very last day in Melbourne, I didn't own anything, and wasn't too worried about it. I spent that last day - as I'd spent all the others - CD shopping. I probably passed by The Salley Gardens, Simple Gifts, Nineteenth Century Opera Heroines and others, each time thinking "no, that's not where I want to begin, if I begin at all". I was doing the rounds of the shops I hadn't yet been to on that trip, and my final stop was a JB HiFi. Except that as I was heading towards it, I realised I had already been there, just days earlier. I'd bought a box of Judy Garland DVDs and a Naxos soprano arias collection. There was no need to return. But since I'd come all that way, I thought I might as well go there anyway. I did. I returned to the Vocalist - Female section. I found something I hadn't last time, something I didn't know existed - Yvonne Kenny: Handel Arias. Gorgeous repertoire, gorgeous cover photo (told you I was superficial about these things) - the perfect starting point. Almost without thinking, I bought it. The next morning I went home. I was lazy for a few days but eventually thought I'd better listen to it. All I expected, hoped for, was to like it. But by the third track - 'Ah, mio cor' - I realised that this was unlike anything I'd ever heard. Why? I'm still not sure. But it was and is.
Was that the moment of revelation? I suppose it was. I listened to it every night, multiple times, fascinated, enchanted. So in love that I bought Something Wonderful even though I thought it was her Broadway CD - it wasn't, and I wrote this:
Yesterday my $8.95 secondhand copy of Yvonne Kenny's CD Something Wonderful arrived. I've been trying for at least an hour to review it, and now it's time to face facts. It's useless to try and write clever, witty things when all I really want to do is shout Yvonne! and fall in a heap on the floor. It's achingly, transcendently beautiful. The innocuous mass appeal tracklist and the not so wonderful cover give no hint of the glory which lies within. Yvonne could sing this stuff in her sleep but she's wide awake and fabulous. Every track, without exception, would on its own make the CD worthwhile: from 'Greensleeves' to 'Ebben?...Ne andro lontana', from Balfe to Bach, from Richard Rodgers to Mozart and everything in between. My position is now official: Yvonne Kenny can do no wrong.
From there it has grown and grown. And with every CD - with every note - she leaves me less and less capable of any kind of description. Listening to Yvonne is unlike listening to anyone or anything else. I used to think absolute statements like this were impossible but the fact is, Yvonne Kenny is my favourite soprano, and the most beautiful voice I know. And Tuesday promises to be quite simply one of the very best nights of my life: my third star recital ever (and my first by someone not on the 1993 Deutsche Grammophon Semele) and, if not my first experience of Yvonne Kenny live, my first experience of Yvonne Kenny, My Beloved Diva, live. To all my brother-and-sister diva-worshippers out there - think good, strengthening thoughts for me. I'm going to need all the help I can get to make it through this in one piece.
Until next week - addio.